2004-03-10 around 8:15 p.m. Breaking patterns.

He just stood there and took it. That's what probably hurt the most. I didn't want to do it, but for my own sake I had to.

I told him I'll still care about him, still worry about him.

He said, "I know."

He just stood there and took it. It hurts. And I have no clue as to what his real reaction, the one in his head, was.

At least I got to hug him before we went our seperate ways.

Hopefully it wasn't for the last time.

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